Stop self criticism.

I definitely have body issues, but everybody does. When you come to realization that everybody does, even people that I consider flawless than you can start to with the way you're. Feel pretty and comfortable with your body because of course your are different.

You are not a mistake, you are not a problem to be solved. But you won't discover this until you are willing to stop banging your head against the wall of shaming, caging and fearing yourself. 

You define beauty yourself, society doesn't define your beauty. You have been criticizing yourself for years, and it hadn't work. Try approving yourself and see if it works.

You were never a problem, there is nothing wrong with your size. You are good enough already!!